I've decided to write these pages from this day on. It's tuesday ,30^th of March and I'm ill. Again. I'm wondering what's wrong with me. Cause being this sick the whole time just isn't normal. I go out a lot,that's true, but I must concur that a lot of my friends do too... And they don't miss class, they don't pass out. I feel like a shipwreck since my mom passed away. All of a sudden,everything I used to hold on to seems much further away. My mom was my anchor. I think my only solution is to escape. I'm not sure how and when. But I will escape from this misery/reality. A change of horizons couldn't be a bad thing for me. I need a resting time. I need time to let all these things in my mind rest. Cause I don't feel like I used to.