I was never here

I breeze in like thick smoke that you inhaled. Smoke hovering above a grassy field in your dreams. I'm hovering above you. I can feel your cold breath chilling down my spine. I'm waking up. I sit straight ,looking at you from a distance. A distance that can't be surpassed.

I'm hovering away from the goal. The shining light is coming closer,but I stepped towards the wrong end of the tunnel. I realise that now. I felt a warm glow over me when I gazed into your eyes and thought that was the answer I was looking for. Though the answer never came.

I stepped further ,hovering above the endless field. Your warmth gloomed more and more as I aproach your presence. I grab for your hand. It feels cold. And then you slide away, yet again. I felt you in my heart. The chamber once empty, was filled up with a warm glow.

The answer never came, cause you never gave it. I waited patiently. I looked into your eyes and felt your soul. It got so close to mine. I'm standing in an empty chamber with you. We have no form, I just feel your presence. I'm in the here and now at the moment. I finally succeeded to grasp back the track of time. People are walking by ,but I've still got my eyes fixed on the light. But then I feel it.

Black streams of thickened mud crawl over my dead skin. The mud thickens. I turn to stone.

I was never here.