I'm losing grip on the life I've had until now. Time for a new start. Thank you all for making me who I am now. I'm not sure what or who I'll take with me. Only thing I know for sure is that when you think you're doing it right, life's there to kick you in the balls. I need an anchor. I need it more than ever right at this moment. I can't afford to shed another teardrop from my eye. I can't afford to lead a life I don't want to lead. I'll try. I'll try to make it right. I'm definately not giving up on making my dreams come true. No. Not now,not ever. I'm getting stronger and stronger on my feelings. I need to make it true. I need to accomplish my tasks. I'm not talking about shitty life, like job-drink-die, I've grown out of that. I've grown out of me.